have u ever idk regretted something that u did but wish u didnt bcs u rlly didnt wanna do it u just did it bcs well say u did sumn for someone bcs u were with someone but blah blah they were with someone and blah blah im totally not ranting and they were gonna leave u anyways? blah blah blah so u just did it so the pain could stop? blah blah and u know that u were always gonna be second loved? blah blah blah yea rlly wish i can change things blah blah this prob dont make sense dont mind me