Ok so
I got a job finally as a dishwasher/host which is annoying because I only applied to wash dishes but hosting shouldn't be too bad. Plus it *should* get me more hours. Well it turns out I'm getting even less than I thought I would. Also it's easy to dishwash, especially more than my last job since then I had to handwash everything but here we have those dishwashing pull down things. But the problem is that it's only 4 hour shifts and my hours are abysmal. I work 3 days this week totalling 15 hours, and then next week I only have one day of work. Now, I am on call in case they need me for whatever reason but I doubt that will save me that much. I had to come in a lot at my last job but that's because the management there was horrible and the people unreliable and selfish. But honestly, if I had a lot of hours id probably just be here complaining about it, so whatever. I'll probably make a little over 100 a week so that's fine. Plus when school starts again this job will be easier to manage with my schedule. Sucks that it took me a month and a half and 5 interviews to get it though. So much wasted time. Though I probably could've tried harder. Anyways, I'm currently in bed after my friends got petty and bickery in a goddamn custom dead by daylight lobby. Then one leaves, so I leave because one of them that was still in call was especially obnoxious, but 5 minutes later he comes back and they all ask me to join again. Well... bh the time they did i was already in bed with my ambient tunes playing. I mean come on. Christ, and people wonder why I dont enjoy having friends. The constant petty bullshit day and night. It's supposed to be fun. It's this bad with people online and it's even worse in real life. Anyways, I'm almost done with Persona 3 FES. Looking forward to beating that. Also, I'm trying to lose some fat. I've been skinny fat for awhile after losing a lot of weight a few years ago. I'm not going on full keto but im trying to get more protein and less carbs in. I replaced my daily rice pudding cup with high zero fat zero added sugar protein yogurt. I usually ate eggs on top of 2 toasted dark oat slices of bread with pimento che3se spread but I've opted to switch to ham and green bell pepper omelettes with one pice of toast instead. That's basically all I eat in a day though. I dont feel super hungry either so nice. I'm really craving some pancakes though
