idk

I guess what I don't want to be an artist that much anymore. I don't want to be here anymore. I mean I've seen so much here, and toonator, but it's not the same now. And I was a jerk before to everybody before when I started digital art online. I made fun of lots of people. I made friends but now I just never talk to them. sometimes everything just feels hopeless, and that I don't know what to do. Its thatfeeling of not knowing what will happen next. I just wish I was better. I don't know why I made this. theres no point in trying anymore. I just want happiness. And don't take that in an attention seeking way. Idk I just feel like crap all the time. I avoid conversation, and I pretty much hide in my room all day, stay up, and do nothing. And then wake up to do the same thing. I've made too many mistakes. I've lost too many friends. I give up

• Published December 21, 2018, 02:34
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