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im just.UGGH'

So school is going like shit currently, mostly because I don't care anymore. School has been the worst thing in my life so far, it has caused me the most trauma and shit in my head that I have just given up on it. I dont care anymore. How could I? And now my mom keeps taking away my few sources of happiness just because of some bad grades. And honestly, I dont care about that either. I dont know if these are signs of depression or just me being a bitch but like I just cant bring myself to do it anymore, I dont know why I can't and every time I try I make it worse and I just fucking cant anymore mate. Life just sucks. If I were to live a life without school and maybe I would be happier and actually be willing to do more stuff but school has made me this sad burned out wreck of a person and I don't know what to do anymore.

sorry for that, just had to get some stuff off my mind.

• Published April 10, 2022, 22:40
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