Theres nothing to talk about i just feel like the shittiest human being on the planet no matter how much love and attention i get i always manage to not appreciate it i hate that about myself like FUCKKKKK everyone in my life treats me so well and i feel like im treating them like shit and i dont realize it and I got university stress so that's beautiful and I dont wanna lose my friends when i leave highschool i dont wanna lose those connections i built all for a fucking university what am I gonna do in university get a degree?? Then what?? struggle to get a job?? Then what?? Work my ass off to serve this world only to be forgotten eventually?? hell why am i venting ik that eventually ill be forgotten off of drawn too much things to talk about not enough time and space