My classes feel so unproductive/unorganized but like- im not failing? So yipee, college apps are physically beating me up bc im silly and indecisive, and I decided to join color guard which I did not know would lead to me worrying about if one of the friends will still like me if I leave, since she seems a bit sennnsitiveee about me not continuing for another season. Also I am doing light crew for theatre and am s o e x c i t e d to stay at school all day π I really just dumped my life on yβall dont mind me So how are you guys