i just have to hold on,
just gotta hang in there, i am not gonna die. not gonna die from this shit. no, i am gonna make it, do well on the tests tomorrow, and not fuss over this. why is it making me so upset?.. i shouldn't be so upset over my mother being her usual self. maybe it is finally getting to me?...Perhaps. Perhaps it finally is. i sure hope i am not on the edge of a breakdown. just faintly remembering yesterday makes me want to cry, or well...just feel like i want to cry, i know this feeling well. no matter how hard i try, i will not be able to do so. i just gotta breathe and make it to tomorrow. i just need to breathe and calm down. nothing bad is gonna happen, and i won't fail horribly. why am i so tired? i slept surprisingly hard. but i am so very tired...i just wanna feel awake. but, no, not these past few days.
- Published February 12, 2020, 16:17
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