how do you know when something is missing? a part of you is gone. a part of me is gone, i know. i do not know what is missing, but it is gone. i miss it, but i do not know what it is. i forgot. i really did, and i am sorry. i really wish i knew how to experiment with my identity, too. something is missing, and i do not know. it is something small, something i could live without, but it is missing. i want to know what it is, definine it, and then forget about it. accept it, whichever in whatever order. i am not in the best ot sorts, as you can clearly tell, but if you have insight or would like to chat with me about it, pleasedo. it is confusing, and i doubt i can word it right. i know i won't be able, i never am able when it comes down to it. i am sorry. please still talk to me about the confusion of idenity, as i want to know how to find myself. who i am. who am i?