Hello all. Have you ever wondered about the world not being real? it is truly one of my deepest fears, and leads me deeper and deeper into paranoid episodes. Today, i saw a tree, and my first thought was “that tree is not supposed to be there.” i don’t suppose that is normal, is it? They are a curious thing, dissociative episodes. I feel like i am detached from the world,, somehow, peering in from the outside… would you still want to be alive if you found out the world was fake? i would. even though the overwhelming dread and fear of all my actions being decided for me would consume me. Please do not comment that “life is just a simulation” to be funny. you would not be, and i will probably block you.