A late night thought with me.

 

Hello all. Have you ever wondered about the world not being real? it is truly one of my deepest fears, and leads me deeper and deeper into paranoid episodes. Today, i saw a tree, and my first thought was “that tree is not supposed to be there.” i don’t suppose that is normal, is it? They are a curious thing, dissociative episodes. I feel like i am detached from the world,, somehow, peering in from the outside… would you still want to be alive if you found out the world was fake? i would. even though the overwhelming dread and fear of all my actions being decided for me would consume me. Please do not comment that “life is just a simulation” to be funny. you would not be, and i will probably block you.

  • Published October 29, 2022, 22:31
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