Omg guys i love you all so much i didnt think i was going to cry this much but i guess i was wrong lol. I might have found a solution ish, https://awwapp.com/b/um4v4si92/# You can bookmark this link or smth and come back to it whenever u want to talk to me. If im not on it, you can leave a post it note and write what u want to say. I hope this works, and i'll try to answer u guys uwu. Again thank you for all the kind words, and i'll miss you so much. I really hope i can come back soon. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3