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i almost wasnt here anymore an hour ago. its surreal. i wish my parents would fucking leave me alone. i haven't been able to sleep yet so I'm exhausted and everytime i try to sleep my dad yells *WAKE UP. DONT SLEEP* in his scary ass voice so i get 5 minute naps. they keep telling me i need to work but i haven't eaten or slept so how will i be able to???? and they keep yelling at me, I'm not allowed to get upset in return, my mom says i made myself throw up and that it was fake just so i could stay home -- like this is the last place i want to be. id rather fucking be at school. my mom straight up said shes given up one me and that if i end up as a drug addict high school dropout whos pregnant at 17 she wont care bc I'm a failure and its my fault. what the fuck. you're literally the reason I've tried to kill myself. you're the reason I'm failing. and then every time i mess up or am not what they want they threaten to not send me to the school i need to go to, so now idk if ill be able to go. i need that school to be able to fucking finish hs which is what they want from me in the first place. i feel super sick and exhausted and mad and I'm in pain and they just really never fucking care unless it impacts them negatively. i dnot even tell my mom i sh anymore cause she just rolls her eyes and tells me it hurts HER and I'm hurting HER by doing that to HER baby and ill make HER kill herself !!!!!! this isn't fucking about you. maybe listen to why I'm doing this in the first place????? oh no but you've NEVER done anYTHING wrong EVER and you're a perfect little flower !!!!!!! god i hate her so much. i just want to be gone.
- Published May 16, 2022, 12:40
- in The Swamp
- in 𝟎𝟕 - 𝐕𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬
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