fuckin hell
i really just don't wanna fucking exist. i feel like nobody is here for me. people say they're gonna keep in touch with me over summer but they don't, even though they can. its like im not even fucking here. its like i vanished into thin fucking air. its not like they even care though. they're probably better off without me, with people that they can actually bring themselves to give a shit about instead of pretending they care even though its really fucking obvious they don't especially him. he says he cares and loves everyone equally, but hes never done anything to show it. he keeps saying he wants to help me through all this bullshit but he never does, and it just makes everything worse knowing that he'd rather spend time with other people instead of doing what he said he was going to. this entire friendship is just made of lies at this point. yeah sure, say that i matter just as much as everyone else while simultaneously proving to me that i obviously fucking dont. real smart move there, you asshole. i love him but god damn i just wanna fucking punch him right now i just want someone who genuinely cares...
- Published June 10, 2019, 13:26
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