dont you love that feeling when youre walking and theres leaves blowing around on the ground and you catch one under your foot and then you feel kinda okay and you feel like you can fight god cause you caught the leaf and then you feel something wet on your cheeks and then you remember you were crying and then youre sad again and wanna run out into the road and collapse and hope someone runs you over and kills you because youre sick of being depressed off your ass all the time and dont see the point in anything anymore? just me? okay