I guess I almost killed my mom and dog at the same time :) I told her not to let me help her I told her that I cant do heavy labor just because of the fact that I randomly zone out at times. The world around me freezes and everything goes numb. Its not my fault that happens it just does! I told her not to let me help her and now shes blaming everything on me. But I told her... I could have killed them. She could suffer from brain damage. But I cant do anything to help I cant do anything but hide upstairs from her pityfull cries. She took the dog away afraid I might kill her if she stayed in my room. It wasnt my fault that pole fell I warned her, I told her it was falling, I told her to wait for my stepdad to come home. But i still feel like its my fault