"i never had understood why people were afraid of the unknown till i’d gotten older. and by then i was terrified of the unknown just because i didn’t know how to handle it. that’s what life is to humans, and that is what we are raised to learn. that you need to know how to handle taxes, and jobs, and having kids. so when we come into contact with something we don’t understand, we panic." -something i don't remember writing, aug 11 2019 looking through my old google doc writings and the last one i had wrote was titlied "hey spaceman" what you see above is all that was writen, i have no memory of writing it