Im having these thoughts again.

lmao the tanpaw i drew on the right is cute. i like suicidal tan lol.

idk why but they are worse than ever before. all i can think about is this. i wish i could become someone else. i dont wanna stop living but i dont wanna be myself either. id kill myself if it meant a new life. but it doesnt. i wanna escape and run away but theres nowhere i can go. im stuck. trapped. in this endless realm of suffering. i dont wanna be here. i wanna leave.

maybe thats why. death is an escape, and all i wanna do is leave. i dont know nor do i care for a solution. idc if i live or die. i just hope they dont hurt.

• Published October 18, 2022, 12:06
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