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looking through old hidden drawings on here about my old story and like i miss talking about the stuff i like and actually feeling like people cared about it,, i just,,completely gave up on the entire thing after working on it for years cause i felt like it didnt matter to anyone anymore and felt like shit constantly bc of it and i didnt wanna feel like that anymore and ever since then i just never feel listened to about anything or i just feel annoying so i dont talk to anyone just i miss when shit was still okay i wanna go back to being happy and having fun with my friends and making all these cool characters and stories and shit i have absolutely no social life anymore i just,,keep distancing myself from everyone cause im so convinced no one cares and that i should just shut the fuck up i literally talk to 3 people i know irl and then a single online friend who i normally dont even have longer than like, 5 minute conversations with bc i dont know what to talk about or dont know what to say and now i havent talked to literally anybody except for the people in my house for like almost 2 days im so tired of trying i just dont wanna be here its been really shitty lately but whatever if i die, i die probably for the better anyways lmao
- Published June 20, 2021, 20:24
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