i feel guilty and uGh i wanna get better and i know this'll help me but i just i dont know anymore i just dont want people to think i dont care about them anymore i do like a shit ton i mean considering i stuck around that long when i felt like garbage all the time cause of shit going on, i would hope people know that i just wanna get better im sick of feeling bad all the time maybe i'll come back around eventually i dont know im tired