Idk why
But drawing myself with a little light in the dark is comforting. Ive done it before lol here it is againnnn Anyways small vent time bc im a little egotistical enby >:D A reason I hate summer is that,, I don’t do anything. Yes, we go travel, yes, I go to someone’s house or something, but im a workacholic, i suppose. I hate that I am not doing anything because I feel worthless. I’m not doing anything, and school made it better bc at least it made sense; 7 hours of school excused me from the rest of the day. But now theres nothing. I wake up, and basically do nothing. My mom just doesn’t help either because she points it out and makes me do things around the house- but chores aren’t the problem, those are usual. I just- eh[9fuef which brings me to my other venting topic, I dont understand why but any time my mother is even like- present- I am mad. And she doesn’t do anything. But I am threatened by her and feel sad/angry around her no matter what. ~so why am i like this why am i like this why i like this why am i~ lmao im so done :,D I’ll probably delete this vent portion later but woohoo look into my inner thoughts for now
