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deciding i'm gonna just let myself get hurt and die in my own way. i'm tired
my head really hurts after hitting myself really hard in the face anytime tears would well up in my eyes again after my mom screaming at me in the morning for closing a cupboard too hard.
i don't want to have to defend myself against a raging fire going on in my head. i want to actually want to be evil. i want to know i'm fucking evil instead of having to puke on the carpet to convince myself i can take any amount of disgraceful space
it's all going to be the same. i just need to remember i will never be what i wanted to be
im going to be alright
- Published October 28, 2023, 15:12
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