stupid bad habit

So I have this really weird and bad habit of cutting myself. Everytime I do something wrong or something that I don't like, I cut myself?!?! It doesn't hurt that much but the sting that comes with it reminds me to not do that thing again. It works very well for me but there is a downside to it, there are these ugly scars on my left arm. My mom has noticed this recently and she is freaking out. I can't stop this habit and now I'm mad at myself... Its getting worse and I feel like its becoming like a daily routine? Whenever there is a sissor around me, I just want to grab it and cut my wrist several times. It kinda reliefs me??!!? I honestly don't know, I should stop this because I'm doing it too much. But I cant stop :(

• Published November 11, 2019, 00:20
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