im cry. i care about my friends so much and i think i wouldve shot myself by now if i didnt know a lot of cool online people . i know nobody irl and my family dont give a shit about me so for most of my childhood, connecting with people online and finding people to talk to has been my only way of making healthy connections. i dont come from a very good family so its been a reliable escape . anyways i would die for all my friends and hewrhjehjhjrh i am fucking soft . idk im BIG baby like i am actually a baby i will fucking die for anyone who cares about me because at home, the only impression that was ever left on me was that i am an absolute failure and i ruined my mom n dads life . HEHEJHhj i love my friends so fucking much im cr