huh he ha
i feel so cramped rn i feel as if im wasting my summer break i want to be out late until its completely dark, i wanna bikeride/roller-skate around my neighborhood, i want to do a bonfire with friends, i wanna go swimming whenever i feel like it, i wanna hang out and have a one-on-one deep convo while laying on a trampoline staring at the stars, i wanna sit on top of a roof drinking soda and watch the sunset, i wanna goof around on a playground with my closest friends at 3am, i wanna do something i don't want to be in my house i know that i've been getting out and doing things but i just wanna be out all day doing whatever, not just for a few hours in the morning i can't drive yet, and where i live is unsafe to walk around alone i wish i was in a nicer neighborhood i wish i had a license and a car i wish i didn't have to worry about walking alone, in general not just at night i wish i lived closer to my friends i wish i could do more and be more than i already am
