small venting moment
Hopefully remember deleting later on buttttt I feel like school is the only thing i can show im good at, since everything else anyone else can outshine me in. And I don’t even know what i learn sometimes, but at least i ace my classes. It’s something for my parents to be proud of me for, and a reason i dont do anything except one thing all day. But now two classes are going down. They aren’t failing, but it stresses me so much because then im literally a waste and disappointment, i dont do anything all day, except for one activity for one hour, and this is how you do? You have all this time and youre still failing? I’m just so tired i hate fourth quarter because my mental is drained and i lose any energy to even try. It’s just one goddamn grade, everything else is an a or b, just be grateful Jesus. I’m so tired of this. Anyways im gonna get a damn c in chem if i keep cryin about life so catch ya later losers <3 love you all
