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no, this may actually be quite large. though, i am just frustrated with what my parents do sometimes. they openly mock and ridicule people on the show "Horders" because they don't sympathize or understand how attached those people are to their items. Or, even, that they have an illness, and an issue with coping and or moving on from events in their pasts, which the show *does* point out. The people in that show need a lot of support to let go of their items, because they think without them they won't have any sort of emotional comfort. No way to cope, or protect themselves from negitive emotions. i myself am too afraid to admit my emotions and other to them for this reason. i am afraid i will be mocked, or told to simply grow up. i believe this emotional conflict is why i have issues with allowing myself to cry, or show my emotions in a healthy way. Perhaps, it is the reason why i have issues with internalizing my emotions too much, to an unhealthy extent. The reason why i hide away in my room, away from my parents, though it is mostly my mother. i don't know how, or when i will truly accept myself, and have confidence in things i do, or how i act. i just simply hope it will be a day in the future. a beautiful day when i can be bold enough to say what it truly on my mind, and to also defend others. i may be a coward, i just hope i won't be so cowardly when people i care for need me the most. So far, i have been an utter failure in this feild. i apologize. may you have a better day than i, whomever wishes to put themselves through the awfulness that is my mournful, emotional writing.
- Published December 06, 2019, 11:55
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