A estos hombres tristes
RAMBLING trigger warning because self harm and possibly other triggering topics like car accidents, religion and physical/verbal abuse Not a vent though lol just me writing my thoughts off RAAHHHH I don't want to see my aunt She's like... extremely religious. I'm agnostic okay I respect all religions but the topic is TRIGGERING to me. I've been forced to do things I didn't want to do related to religion. And she's always talking about God and giving life lessons or telling stories related to it... It's draining, even though she is very nice, I don't want to hear about it, I don't believe in such things, and every time I tried communicating that I'm not a believer I just got hit by my mom or told I was wrong. Anyway, besides that, the last time she came over she noticed my scars on my arm but luckily she noticed them when she was about to leave, so she didn't have enough time to keep scolding me. But I just KNOW the next time she's coming over she's gonna touch the topic.... AGHHHHH and this time I will be scolded even more since I have more scars than I did back then. Not only that, but I also have scars on my leg now which SUCKS because... yeah... I can't wear shorts anymore near people I don't trust. Hopefully she's coming over when it's cold/winter so I can get to wear long sleeves and avoid the topic. Sadly the religious part I won't be able to avoid, that's all she talks about I've been thinking a lot lately of a family friend My dad had an accident on 2018... He was on his motorcycle, and a drunk driver ran a red light and they crashed. Well, right there, this family friend was there. She saw when this idiot nearly killed my dad. I've never thought about it before, but now I've realized it must've been really traumatizing to her And my dad? I have NO idea how did he survive He got both of his lungs perforated, three broken ribs, and his left arm LITERALLY came out of its place (and the skin/muscle kept it together, of course). He only spent a week in the hospital before he was able to walk again, everyone in the hospital was surprised he was able to even survive It makes sense he survived though, he does a lot of exercise and has a healthy lifestyle overall ever since he was 16 so it's not a big surprise he recovered quickly ANYWAY Summer vacations are in two weeks... Christmas is soon too... I'll probably ask for the Cause & Effect CD hehehe I love this album so much... Just imagine, on a Summer/Fall afternoon listening to "Put The Radio On" or "I Need Your Love".... So lovely
- Published December 02, 2024, 12:37
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