My mom freaks out about food. she yells at us about it. Lately ive been eating at 6 or 7 pm or even later to first eat, usally i get sick from eating. sometimes it can be really bad if early in the day. All my mom does to calm down is smoke weed. Its all she does. I want it to feel like she cares and one day we dont go out with fighting. Im becoming weak and i cant fight for long soon. Im giving up my strength. She hurts me in a way everyday. shes really rough with my body. it hurts. it always does.