I am really dissapointed in myself

By gaycacti

I keep thinking about things i said and what i shouldove said. I keep looking at things anf thinking that thats not me and how stupid i look abd sound and i just feel so bad. I cant stop thinking about this and its bothering me so much. I just want to restart i hate this. I feel so evil. Like im not doing my part to be the best me i can be. Just because its harder for me to understand social cues or communicate my feelings gives me no exuse. I aaa. I wish i could take back so many thibgs..