it still baffles me, y'know? how i can be so ungrateful, even when i try to be so. i do not know if i can help it, really. can't feel my own emotions properly, nor express them. i got my license today, yet all i felt was my anxiety,, not really any happiness. anyways, enjoy this sketch. remember, it is good to let yourself cry. cry for all the times you are unable to do som whether it is due to societal pressure, or because you refuse yourself it for that one moment. enjoy life as much as you can, especially to make up for the bad days, weeks, or even years. every moment is a miracle, even if it doesn't feel like it. i know it doesn't feel that way to me. someday it might, and i always strive for that herculean task of reaching that aforementioned "someday". enjoy who you're close to, even if you do not understand them. you don't have to. you can learn along the way. be you, and let them be them. live for tomorrow, please. i know,, i myself have trouble doing so, as i can get caught up in the now, or the past. i do not know if tomorrow will be better, but overmorrow may. the season of change is here, even if i am not ready. i will become ready eventually. i usually have to be. it isn't fair, but life never is. believe in tomorrow, for both of us.