WHENNNN (TW)
tw // vent // ed shit & self harm whennn ur parents dont let u eat and constantly yell at u and call u fat and tell u every day u need to exercise and eat healthier then gaslight ur ed and say ur just self diagnosing and faking it lolllll!!!!! and if i feel sick for any reason I "made myself throw up" and im just trying to get out of doing whatever !!! and i dont even talk ab my sh stuff bc then my mom gets annoyed and guilt trips me ab it and like!!! if u keep doing that i wont talk to u ab it!! she doesnt know i tried to kms either lol!!!!! i literally hate her but i also dont :// idk man!!! i just miss having friends and like!! being a normal person!!! i cant talk to my parents ab anything serious anymore. and if im scared of either of them they just say "no youre not youre just being dramatic. i have never hurt you and i will not. trust me" like!!!!!!!!! ur fucking scary and constantly either verbally harass me or just watch and let it happen. my dad has given me trauma,, especially when angry. my mom is just constantly emotionally and verbally assaulting me and blaming it on me and then being all nice and saying its my fault so i shouldnt be upset with her. god i just !!! want to get out of this damn house!!! school literally gave me so much anxiety it made my ed and dysmorphia so bad im literally scared of seeing ppl my age outside lol!!!! and i would rather be there than at home. dude idek what to do anymore. this is why im addicted to daydreaming and sleeping and started fuckin around w substance abuse cause i just need to escape. im hungry as fuck but i dont wanna talk to my dad rn. guess ill drink water until i trick myself into thinking im full!!! yippee!!!
- Published June 07, 2022, 14:39
- in Kiddie Pool
- in 𝟎𝟕 - 𝐕𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬
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