i still like him and its so fucking annoying and i wish i didint but i do and i hate it and i dont even know why i like him !!!!!!!!!!!!!! and his hands are soft and i like his dimples and his nerdiness and his bad jokes and his dark curly hair and his blue eyes and his height and so much more and it SUCKS i dont want to like him and i know he doesnt like me back and im worried im too damn obvious but i cant help it and it sucks it sucks i hate it i dont want to date anyone but i look forward to seeing him every day and he just,,,,, doesnt like me like that. i offered to walk him to class and he said "no thanks" really point blank and idk man. its perfectly fine but it just kinda sucked. i wish i didnt have feelings for him.