you just want to lay down and cry - if youre a fan of musicals and have a crippling anxiety about time passing too quickly and not succeeding in life and being a stable adult ( COUGH definitely not me possibly in the future-) then watch tick tick boom on netflix or if not just enjoy the music :D song: https://youtu.be/UqEPE1L-Aqw ( you can move to kiddie pool if you want i dont mind )