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i just give up on trying to feel okay at this point
everything sucks so much at the moment like-i dont see a point in it anymore
i wanna believe what everyone says but its really hard to when they dont even act like its true
every fuckin time i say something about being sad or feeling excluded (which is every day), all my friends kinda just-
dont take it very seriously
its like they dont believe anything i say
like obviously im telling the truth about being sad when im roasting hot but refuse to roll up my sleeves or take my sweatshirt off
its hurts
a lot
its kinda bullshit
like,,what'd i do to deserve this. they never seem to care, and when they really tell me they do, its always online. its easy to hide what your really thinking when youre behind a screen
none of it feels real anymore
i always kinda doubted that people cared, but i never really thought id get to the point where i started to believe it

• Published March 11, 2019, 21:09
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