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i hate feeling this shitty all the time. i wanna get better but i have no fucking idea how to. ive been like this for the past 2 years and no effort that either me or other people have ever put in to getting me out of this ever works. i just wanna feel like someone cares or like i have someone to lean on through this shit, but i dont and it sucks a shit ton. there's too much shit going on for me to try and push through, from me feeling like nobody is here for me to my mom forcing a shit ton of pressure on me to do well in school when im already trying so hard to get it done and push through it but just give up in the end cause i either dont see a point or cant focus guess being happy is just too much to ask for, huh?

• Published May 13, 2019, 17:51
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