i am having a bad time

i had a shitty day
everything is terrible

i feel
lonely as all hell
its pretty fucking horrible to be honest
i feel so just disconnected to everyone now

like i wanna be around friends more but
i just end up feeling like shit
i basically have to choose between friends now so
its pretty fun

i dont even wanna go to school anymore
i used to have a reason to wanna be there
but now i basically have no motivation to go

imma fuckin drop tf out when i can if i somehow am not dead by then
theres no point in doing anything
just gonna end up dead and forgotten like everyone one else will someday

shits just not okay but honestly who fucking cares anymore
wish i could actually feel like people cared for once but apparently not

• Published March 09, 2020, 15:53
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