i think i have a type of synesthesia where pain is diff colors/shapes and me rn !!!!!!!!!!! i think i am mayhaps a teeeeeeeeeeeeensy bit manic !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! living la vida loca fr rn u dont even know i am streessd about mythologloyy project but its ok bc i am literally god and also an animal crossing npc at the same time