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Yeah, there's probably a lot of explaining I have to do, don't I? Anyways, this whole short is about me arguing with myself about the friends I'm making, the decisions I'm making, the risks I'm taking. I contradict myself a lot when it comes to making the right choice, but now it just got worse. All these things I've gotten away with will eventually come back, karma will strike me harder than ever before. All my missing assignments, every day of reading that I've missed, every in-class problem I didn't solve. It'll all come back. Every mistake I made will come back to haunt me. Leaving a knot in my throat, and a rock in my stomach. Forever numb of my ignorance towards my education, I will forever be blind to the real world. I live in a constant fantasy, never to realize what It's like to be "normal" I feel like I'm too attached to my world, being so full of myself I try to stand tall against my negatives, striving to be the best I can. Though I constantly get away with so many things that I was told not to do. Say for instance "Don't bring your backpack into last period." Or "Take your hoodie off, or, take your headphones off." Though I don't listen, and I keep going, ignoring what they say, hoping to find a loophole in their rules. A way to twist their tongues, to tie themselves in a knot of confusion, only to be tied tighter. Though it's not my fault that they have such rediculous rules for their classrooms. That's just how I feel about this.
- Published September 27, 2019, 22:12
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