I'm not good enough

By !!(aka,Doublemark)

Yes, I know that this is the second vent post that I made today, but hear me out. This post is for everyone who would care to listen. I don't think I'm good enough, that I'm not putting in as much effort in my art as everybody else. I feel like I don't belong in such a flourished community. All these amazing people with their outstanding works of art! I want to be like them, but It's never going to happen. Every time I try to improve, I feel like my art gets worse rather than better. The closer I get to finding my style, the lower the quality my art gets. It's a shame, I had so much hope before, now I feel empty. I'm worthless at this point, I talk too much, I feel like a waste of space. I could've been a better person before, but I didn't consider my future.