i feel like shit every time i looks through some people's posts and see how much other people care about them and i feel like im just kinda alone and shit like im not gonna name any names cause oof but theres just some people i feel like dont care as much as they say they do. its so obvious that there's other people that matter more to them, despite the fact that they keep saying they care about everyone equally. it fucking hurts a lot cause it just gets my hopes up that someone might care but then i just end up getting crushed in the end cause its that fucking obvious that they lied about it and they keep doing it no matter how many times they say everyone matters equally it fucking sucks i really just wanna spew out a bunch of shit but i dont wanna make other people feel bad like there's this one thing from friday at school thats really fucking bothering me and just proves everything i said above i dont wanna hurt anyone though