oof
its like almost 4 and im not really that tired ugh im honestly really trying to make myself so some missing homework right now but its just,,,,not working i have so much shit to do in like a week and its really getting to me but i just cant get myself to do anything ive done absolutely nothing for the past 2 weeks and im just digging myself into an even deeper hole every day i have so much free time to do shit but i dont everything really just kinda getting to me being left alone with my thoughts for this long isnt great i just keep thinking it'd be so easy to give up on everything to just stop trying and do nothing for the rest of my life i could just sit in bed all day and not do anything every day i keep getting closer to doing that it scares me a little i dont wanna give up. i wanna keep going. but its so hard i really hate myself for it idk im rambling shits just bad rn ignore this or whatever i should sleep
- Published May 24, 2020, 03:40
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