those two are always making things worse. they both hate me and they're always yelling at each other and it just makes me wanna die more cause i dont wanna deal with it. i wonder if they even care about how much it's affecting me. most of the time they're the cause of all of this shit, and its always when im starting to feel better. i haven't been as bad lately but they ruined it and i feel like shit all over again. after this shit happens im just constantly nervous that they're gonna start yelling again and that things are gonna get worse than they did the last time like my mom has basically threatened him before and i dont want anything to happen im scared hreouwaskefjlsfa;