Nothing helps anymore, I don't deserve anything but I wish I could be a better person for everyone else. I'm so sorry I don't deserve anyone I have, I don't deserve any of your praise. Stop lying. Stop lying. I know what you mean, I know you're lying. Everyone's staring. I fucked up. It's my fault. I'm much worse than I think. I'm much worse than this. and it's my fault I'm sorry I'm so sorry I can't ev