*sighs* i made up a song..... Just a little song I just made up...... I'm not allowed to cry, I'm not allowed to speak, I'm not allowed to sing, all I am is weak...i can't do any good no matter how hard I try I always end up being accused of freaking lying.. I can't sleep at night im always wide awake because I feel like I'm a fake.. I feel I am on my own,all alone, in this home.. I'm balling im crying that's the only thing I can do.. and hope that u still love me even with what I've been thru... I don't see how u can love me.. idk how u do.. when I'm like this all down and blue.. I hope u read this whole thing and know how I'm feeling I just want u to comfort me.. I'm on my hands a knees begging for u to help me.. I'm broken and cracked.. I need u to fix me ... ur the only one who can truly fix me..