all i do is ruin peoples lives and they hate eme for it try losing ur dad and getting him back after 8 FREAKING YEARS... TRY LIVING WITH THE PAIN WHERE U LISTENED TO UR MOTHER AND LIED ABOUT UR DAD SAYING HE DID SOMETHINJG TO U WHEN HE NEVER LAYED HANDS ON U TRYING LIVING WITH THAT FOR THE REST OF UR LIFE TRY LIVING WHERE U KNOW THAT U RUINED UR FATHERS LIFE TO THE POINT WHERE HE KILLED HIMSELF FROM OVERDOSE AND A HOSPITAL HAD TO BRIN GHIM BACK TI LIFE TRY LIVING WITH THAT PAIN JUST TRY