im so sorry. (apology/disclaimer.)

i left because of the venting. i left because i thought i was annoying. i left because of people with different views and beliefs.
Someone i know in real life notified me of my account's notifs and now i feel so, so fucking guilty.
i broke a promise. that promise was to not look back. and here i am. i came crawling right back to this site.
now for more apologies.
im sorry, clayton, for doubting your site one time and begging to be banned.
im sorry, sugrkube and nightblade, for leaving. i enjoy your company so much.
im sorry, people who won my contest. im sorry for not doing your prizes.
im sorry, anontiger, for not completing your request.
im sorry, fermi, for having debates with you and hating on you that one time.
im sorry, sandybeepis, for not listening to your advice. i ignored everything you said to me.
im sorry to my followers for saying that i quit drawn because of my narcissism and getting depressed over people's vents.
i feel so fucking horrible. yes. i feel hateful and incomplete. i felt welcomed on this site. (despite the fact i joined the day of the flipanim raid)
so you know what? im back. again. i only follow one person. im not saying who, obviously. have fun guessing.
im not checking outside of my notices. i dont want to see vents and suicide notes. it makes me feel worse than it should. i CARE about you people. thats why your vents make me depressed.
that sounds so fucking cheezy but who cares anymore
so yeah. im back, i guess. i dont want to be back but i feel so guilty for leaving. i dont know anymore. i cry everytime i think of the users here. i dont want to be seperated from you people.
this is so stupid. all of it. feelings and whatnot.
whatever
so yeah im back i suppose.
I just
Im so sorry
Im sorry
Im sorry for leaving
sorry

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