i am just so mad at school for no absolute reason and the more i think the more i feel like im going to have a mental breakdown and the more i feel like that the closer i am to having one and it all just sucks school sucks and im pissing mad because its just so shit and why is this stupid stuff vital i literally cant care any less and then my mom gets mad at me for not caring but i cant change my pov because i fucking hate this place with a passion and i am the cause of all of my problems because i dont know how to care about this shit but then its more my moms problem for punishing me for not caring but then its the schools fault for existing and teaching things that really dont matter and its a constant cycle of hate and it all sucks