have rlly bad trauma from ur dad when u were little and so every time he yells at u it scares the shit out of u and today was a rlly rlly rlly rlly bad day and he yelled so loud but ur autistic and so loud noise alr bothers u so much and then trauma from ur huge 6 ft 4 + 300 lb dad yelling at u haha I'm crying and shaking i love having trauma !!!!!!! when u got both parent issues ,,,,,,,,, but this was my fault, so i cant even be upset yk??