i randomly remember this,it was before quarantine(obviously) and i can only remember actually feeling happy at all that day was when i was at home,playing with my pets,hanging with my family,playing on my electronics,and taking a walk around town. now that i actually think about it i realised im always there for my friends problems and i try to help/fix it or cheer them up,like if they broke up with someone or had a bad day or failing something,i tried to help them threw it and i talked with them.But i cant remember that ever happening with me,i didnt(still dont) often talk about my problems but i do sometimes and every time i remember talking about my problem someone else interrupted or shared a problem they had and they mainly ignored me. most of the time when i went to school,i always came back home in a bad/horrible mood. edit:i just now realized they never really asked me if something was wrong,like when i would look sorta upset they wouldn't ask about it but for another person they did,or the other person would just announce what's wrong and they wouldn't really notice if i was uncomfortable or upset.