fuck vjurhdsaiosfvnrauejnhbgrfnaeuodw so i can totally just go and say to my mom rn that "Hey my therapist said i most probably am actually trans bc you wnated me to go to therapy to get that figured out if i was or not and also to figure out other things about myself so all i need you to do is contact my doctor and get me stated on hrt train" but for somereason its so damn hard and i physically cannot bring myself to say that to her