I think my bodies having a inner anxiety attack because I swear to christ even though I don't feel that bad I can barley stand and I'm trembling so badly and I keep falling I swear with this anxiety and fear of loosing love I'm becoming more like ryuu and just like the duck hole I don't wanna get comfort out of fear of disturbing p. But I don't feel that bad? I kinda wanna puke though. Cmere Tyler I need a ppuke on you luvie